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ᴅᴀɴ ғᴇɴɢ 丹枫 🌙 饮月君 ([personal profile] loong) wrote2024-02-05 08:19 pm

a great escape;

[ this planet.. is a tranquil one. lonely, but peaceful. there are no intelligent species here, but that is, perhaps, for the best - dan feng's penance continues, after all. in escaping the luofu he was not attempting to escape general punishment, only the molting rebirth. fear of losing himself, of losing his memories, his sense of self..

perhaps it made him a coward, to flee, but warm memories are all he has now, and he could not bear to part with them just yet.

so here he waits, alone in his own beautiful purgatory, awaiting the end of his days, nursing his ailing mind, existing in torment and in bliss in equal measure. his hatching rebirth will come in time, and only then, perhaps, will he be free of his sin, or at the very least, free of his pain. the crime of the previous life must be atoned for in the next, but.. his memories of the quintet would vanish, save for in dreams, and his reincarnation could live on.

it's a lush, lovely planet, where he has escaped to, slowly orbiting the glowing deep of a black hole, where time, for him, runs more slowly, dragging out like a string of sticky molasses. there are thick forests and vast wetlands, eighty percent of this world is water, and there is no sign that intelligent life has ever existed here. no ruins. no scrawled paintings in caves. no hidden chambers beneath the seas. three hundred years he has spent combing the globe and found nothing to suggest that anyone but he has walked the earth here. only animals. insects. fish. they make decent company, but dan feng still keeps to himself, living out of a modest shelter built near the water's edge.

three hundred years, and he speaks to no one, says nothing, until the day the majestic luofu blots out the light of the diffracting black hole.

the sight of it stills his heart in his breast, and dan feng finds his throat running dry, but when the small starskiff lands he is standing quietly, watchful and calm, the tip of his tail swaying behind him as he watches jing yuan disembark, resplendent in his general's clothing. he takes a deep breath.. releases it. ]


.. you must have been very keen to find me, to brave the dangers of the black hole.

[ for time.. time is a precious thing, every hour he spends here could be a year on the luofu. ]
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[personal profile] marastricken 2024-03-18 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
[His breathing becomes a touch heavier as Dan Feng strokes him. It's slow but he's steadily hardening beneath the skilled touch. A hand that knows exactly what he likes even though he himself have forgotten.

It's good. It feels good. He brings his hands up to rest at the other's waist. Just to hold him for now but... they don't remain in place. There's the slight desire to wander. To touch. And so they slide up a bit with thumbs brushing over soft skin and curiously exploring.

Not too much as he wants to listen and focus. He lets this individual pull away the curtains from his eyes. To reveal scenes and blow the dust off of them. It's starting to become clearer... Moonlit nights with rice wine. Their bed full. Bodies sore but satisfied... He leans in some, thinking to kiss but it is an uncertain gesture as if he might be rebuked in some way.]


It was warm... I remember that.

[Dan Feng's tail wrapped around him. Jing Yuan not as built then as he is now squeezed between them. Hands holding hands. Noses brushing against one another. Whispered words of love and affection. A love between three that was cut short much too soon. So much left unsaid and done proven by how much their third was left out of their tokens of affection. They barely had any time at all.]
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[personal profile] marastricken 2024-03-19 07:14 am (UTC)(link)
[He kisses back, parting his lips so that it can be deep and passionate. There's even a soft sound that escapes him due to the kiss alone. And the flood of other sensations certainly help spur him onward.

The hand stroking his cock increases speed and he finds his cock filling up, finally gaining full and complete interest. Pre beads with earnest now and slides onto Dan Feng's busy hand. All of this while important pieces of information are being said. Pieces of his past slowly piecing themself together in his mind.

He liked to go fast, he's told. Quickly... time ever short. Tomorrow is never promised. And besides... If you go quickly you get so many more rounds in. He hasn't the wherewithal to tell this to the other but it makes sense in his shattered mind.]


Long life species move so slowly... [He murmurs the words as his hand is moved, fingers dipping into the other man's vent and there's confidence in the gesture.] You and Jing Yuan always take your time in all things...

[Sparks of Yingxing are resurfacing. Each a little brighter than the next.]
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[personal profile] marastricken 2024-03-22 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
[He sees fractured images of this life they had. He can feel flickers of the warmth that once were. The pleasure. The happiness. But it is difficult for him to grasp. Not yet able to see the full picture but it is starting to come together.]

You had Jing Yuan for all that time. All to yourself. [He growls out the words as he crooks his fingers inside the vent, his body remembering how Dan Feng liked it and where those little pleasure centers are.] I could feel you two twisting around one another.

I wanted to destroy you both as much as I wanted to be a part of it.

[He and Jing Yuan used to fuck a lot. This he knows. Jing Yuan could keep up and was young and had the same feral energy he had. He was willing to do most things and always eager. It eased some of the pressure on Dan Feng to always perform. But full moons was for them until, at last, they finally integrated Jing Yuan into their everything. Well, almost everything. The rest was suppose to come but it never did.]

That need has not ebbed... But again we're only two...
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[personal profile] marastricken 2024-04-20 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
[He growls at Dan Feng as they move deeper and he pushes the other into the rock roughly.]

Still like that... After all this time? [There is clarity in those scarlet eyes though it is a temporary clarity. It always will be.] We are three. Long since decided and we are not complete until each of us is here.

[He fucks Dan Feng roughly with his fingers deep in his vent as he speaks, a near snarl escaping him as he does.]

You are enough. And I am enough. And so is he. But we are not complete if one is missing. And I will make sure you both understand that when I have you here.

[The words are the closest to Yingxing that he's been thus far even if it is said in the deep rumble and snarl of Blade.]
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[personal profile] marastricken 2024-05-08 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[And take he will. Blade fucks faster and rougher and he leans in to bite, ripping into the soft flesh, where he marked long ago. It's not to purposely do harm, not really, but there is a near mindless and feral desire to claim and take that drives the action. Blade's hands drag down the slender body of his once husband, bandages on the one hand occasionally catching and nails, too blunt to do any kind of lasting damage, drag uselessly down the soft skin.

The hunter's groans as his teeth dig deep into the flesh. It's the action itself that fills him with a satisfaction enough that he instantly spills into Dan Feng's vent, heavy spurts that come in such copious amounts that he can feel it sliding back out.

There's a deep rumbling noise that escapes him as he finishes, teeth still remaining deep in the neck of his husband.]
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[personal profile] marastricken 2024-05-10 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
[He breathes heavy against Dan Feng's skin, his mind hazy due to the activities but also clear. The Mara feels far away and a distant thing. He's not Yingxing in this moment. That man is far away and dead and gone. But he feels closer to him than he has in a long time.

As they settle he rests his head against the other man's shoulder needing a moment. Several moments even.

And all he knows in this newfound clarity that he doesn't want it to end. His grip on Dan Feng remains tight, not letting him go and making no indication that he will anytime soon.

The water that they're in eventually stills just as they do.]


When do you have to return? [Perhaps the better question is when does he have to go? In a few days. Kafka will let this occur for a bit but the script waits for no one. He doesn't have much time to give but if he can, if it keeps him feeling like this, then he'll give it all.] How much time do you have?
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[personal profile] marastricken 2024-05-10 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
[His brows furrow as he doesn't think he understands that exactly, about putting Jing Yuan in danger. But there must be some reasoning to it.]

Waiting here...? [His thoughts spin as he tries to paste together everything.] Jing Yuan is needed in the script to defeat an Aeon. I have to be there too... But that is all I know. And I also do not know the ending to this story. If we live. Or die.

[Elio made him a promise that he could finally die if he joined the Hunters. When that death will come he does not know. To end his life with Dan Feng and Jing Yuan... One taken by Mara the other by time. And his promised death will come after. That would be... That would be fine. Perhaps.]

If we do make it... I will come.
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[personal profile] marastricken 2024-05-10 06:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[Blade's brow furrows and he struggles to remember what's been told to him. Kafka said it was important that they came to this world but there was nothing here to fight or do. It's been peaceful and boring and his mara was like an itch beneath his skin.

And then all of this happened.

She must have known that this would occur. A chance to get his affairs in order so that he can have an ending. He always struggles to decide how he feels about her. About all of them. There is warmth but the dregs of the past that keep him from enjoying it further. The desire to meet his end stops him from digging his roots in.

It's complicated and he doesn't have the mindset to examine it further.]


We're here a few more days, I think... Kafka will get me when it's time to go.

[She'll let him has his fun and then come and fetch him as she always does.]

I don't have an exact number.

[But since they're both here... They might as well continue. He reaches down to where their bodies are connected and cautiously beings to stroke the flaccid cocks of his partner, spent and retracting. His own cock soft and still inside the man he once called his husband. But he can feel the heat begin to pool again as he touches Dan Feng.

He feels calmer... He can reach out to touch the connection he has with Jing Yuan now. Curiously examining it along with Dan Feng in an almost uncertain way now that he has some clarity. The anger he felt while the two were together no longer persists. In fact... he's wants to know about it.]


Was he still a brat? [He takes both of Dan Feng's cocks in his hand, pumping them slowly.] In the bedroom... I mean. I remember... I remember it was dangerous to indulge him.

[And yet near impossible not to.]
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[personal profile] marastricken 2024-05-14 08:14 am (UTC)(link)
[Blade looks at Dan Feng with an expression that is so purely Yingxing from years long since gone. It's a deeply unimpressed look with eyes a dull red and lips forming the flattest of lines.]

You've always spoiled him and gave him whatever he wants. [It's said in that same raspy growl and tone of a conversation they've had countless times.] He'll be insufferable now that he's gotten what he's wanted after all this time.

[The begging and the pleading and the countless years of saying he could take it. Those memories, for whatever senseless reason, feel crystal clear. Though he speaks as if he hadn't indulged their third just as much if not even more frequently with all those hand made gifts. Such things are hard to remember, slipping through his fingers like sand in an hourglass but... What is clear, especially with this bond, is that they are all bound and precious. And having one missing feels wrong. It hurt to be left out but it also hurts to not have one of their number. He does try and push that thought from his mind for now as it will do no good here in this moment.]

And how are you going to indulge me? [He grips Dan Feng's cocks firmer now, stroking them with intention and his hips begin to roll, shallowly fucking his former husband now that he's been revitalized to go another round.] What do I get from you?
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[personal profile] marastricken 2024-05-15 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
[He scoffs at the comment about spoiling as if he were denying it. He doesn't hold the memories of Yingxing proper. But he has skulked about Jing Yuan's house before he left the Luofu. Some part of him concerned about that blow that he so foolishly took and how it almost was his end. He saw the museum he keeps in his house and how he holds the memory of the dead so tightly to his heart.

The crafts of the late blacksmith decorate the halls like a grim mausoleum. Jing Yuan still carries the weapon made for him all those years ago. Though he shouldn't judge he also holds one of those hand crafted weapons, broken almost beyond recognition but...

His gaze lifts from his half hazard dig through the past, brow furrowing at the offer that's being made to him. Him? Jealous? The very thought makes him bear his teeth a little following Dan Feng and pushing his cock further into the vent and the man himself further into the rock.

Blade hadn't truly known jealousy until he felt the bond he has with Dan Feng stir to life and their romp against that forgotten thread within him. That was one of those dead emotions inside him for the longest time.]


Both of them? [Again a scoff escapes him as he looms over Dan Feng, fisting those cocks with very little grace in his calloused hands.] Foolish...

[He can't recall if they ever did such things in the past. He does remember Jing Yuan whining for it on occasion. Not excessively, he doesn't think. His body is in no condition to take on such a challenge. Neither is Jing Yuan's if they're being perfectly honest.]

Save the herculean challenges for him. Now that he's tasted it he'll hardly be satisfied... [He's struggling to remember what he once liked.] I can't... I can't remember what I once enjoyed. You'll have to lead... But this body doesn't move like it used to. You may find yourself disappointed in some aspects.
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[personal profile] marastricken 2024-05-30 07:20 am (UTC)(link)
[Blade grips Dan Feng's hips and begins dragging him deep on his cock and then begins to slowly rock into him, keeping the other man still as he takes him leisurely for the moment.]

Rough sounds right... [Picturing the face in front of him sucking his cock also seems right.] Yingxing was a prideful man. [Some small things are starting to click into place.] When it came to his craft. His partner. How he would take said partner.

[He removes the bandages hand from Dan Feng's hip to make an attempt to grip the back of his head, forcing his fingers to curl and fist the long dark hair, tilting the vidyadhara's head upward to look at him.]

In the little time we have here... Show me. Show me and I will try and hold onto it for when we meet again.

[For when they meet one last time as three. His promised death. Jing Yuan's inevitable fall to mara. Dan Feng, too, must be near the end of his life... It would be nice to enjoy their final in full.]
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[personal profile] marastricken 2024-06-01 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
[Blade snarls in return as pain flutters across his skin at the claws and the rough kiss that he's suddenly met with. Instinct takes over and he looks to bite down on the plush lips beneath him. His hands can't grip the man under him as well as they used to. The piled up injuries specifically on the one hand struggles to even bend, good now only for cutting into. And while that should make him easier to move there is more bulk to Blade than there was to Yingxing.

The blacksmith had strong arms from long endless hours at the forge. But Blade has trained. He has trained with Jingliu for endless hours. Every finishing blow with her ended with the end of his life. And with Kafka who struck him down again and again. Once the mara was calmed he began to go on missions. Constantly having him moving and fighting. His chest is larger so much so that the faithful jacket he's died in a thousand times barely closes over it. The pants tight around his thighs. But nothing worth replacing as it hardly matters to him.

Such extra bulk can be felt as he bears down on Dan Feng, not allowing an upheaval of positions. Not without some extra force from the Vidyadhara.]

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