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i want that can't sleep love

[ truth be told, dan feng is a little bit nervous.

they've been waiting to try this for quite a long time, after all, and with the kemmering finally approaching, well.. what better opportunity could there be? his mate's heat will stimulate dan feng's own rut, they'll both be at their most fertile, there's no reason not to at least give it a chance. no reason to be pessimistic, however low the chances might be. if they don't try, the chances will always be zero.

dan feng has made everything as comfortable for them as possible. their shared sprawling penthouse is clean, dinner is prepared, and anything they could possibly need or want is laid out. he's cleared out a space in their sunken common area, and lined it with thick blankets, pillows and cushions, like a nest, so they can be close to the kitchen and bathroom if necessary, and they can enjoy the view of the city together. there's even a bottle of white wine chilling in a silver bucket on a low table, beside two glasses.

he's dressed lightly, in simple hanfu, one pale green robe with a sash, his feet bare and his hair loose, all ornaments and jewelry removed and laid aside.

when aphelios arrives home, he will find dan feng sitting comfortably in the nest in the half lotus position, eyes closed as he meditates, eyes closed, and in his lap.. are several soft, beautiful, pearlescent eggs wrapped in silk, and kept close to absorb his warmth. he breathes deeply, calming and centering himself as he waits. ]

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[ it doesn't take dan feng long at all to slick up the fingers of his right hand liberally, his eyes hooded as he drops it down between their bodies. aphelios is looking at him with such adoration, such sweetness in his eyes that dan feng can't help but smile. ]

That's because you're so cute.

[ he says softly, a light chuckle in his throat. it's true that he's been a bit of a gentleman when it comes to fussing over aphelios on their dates, but he's an old man, which means he's old fashioned, too; really, he's just a polite man. but aphelios seemed to respond well to it, so he was happy to continue taking care of him. he'll take care of him now, as well.

dan feng is bold, there's no hesitation as he slides his slicked fingertips along the seam of aphelios' ass, rubbing circles around his tight, sensitive hole, the hand at his lover's hip moving around to curl around his cock. it's warm and so smooth compared with his own, he likes the heat and weight of it against his palm, the soft, silky skin, and he's sure to stroke him deeply as two fingertips press carefully past that ring of muscle and into aphelios' body.

the clinging heat makes his cocks both twitch in anticipation, but he's careful still, slow as he stretches his lover's hole delicately open. ]

Doing all right?

[ the combination of sensations, dan feng's hand moving smoothly over aphelios' cock while his fingers press slowly into his body, is dizzying enough to make aphelios gasp softly and shiver with pleasure. it feels good, better than he even imagined. aphelios knows how to get himself off, of course, but he hasn't been with anyone else since his last relationship ended nearly a year and a half ago, and he'd forgotten how much better it is to have someone else's hands on his body. especially someone like dan feng, who is so precise in everything he does, and to whom aphelios is so unbelievably, powerfully attracted.

his hips shift slightly, rocking into dan feng's touch, and aphelios exhales a slow breath as he makes himself relax around those exploring fingers. the stretch burns just the littlest bit, but it's a pleasant sensation when coupled with the intimacy of the touch and the pleasure of dan feng's hand moving over his cock. ]

Yes. [ phel breathes it out almost in a moan, and when he meets dan feng's eyes his own gaze is a little glassy with pleasure. ] It feels good... more. Please.

[ he's tight still, but he knows what his body can handle, and he knows that he can take dan feng's fingers deeper. for now, aphelios manages to keep a tight handle on his patience, appreciating the experience of being prepped for what it is: not just an in-between step that can be rushed through, but a give and take of pleasure in its own right.

and still, between them his hand continues to move, stroking dan feng steadily and smearing thick precum over the head and shaft of his cock. despite his patience, the longer phel touches him the more he can't stop imagining what it'll feel like to have this gorgeous, ridged dick inside him, and the thought is enough to make him shiver and twitch. ]

[ it's easy to get lost in aphelios' eyes, to watch the way his pleasure and comfort play over his pretty face as dan feng slowly begins to work him open with a hand on his cock. he could do this all night, easily, without asking for anything more, but his cocks ache to fill this beautiful young man, and he's quite sure that aphelios would settle for nothing less.

more, he asks for, and dan feng immediately assents. his long, slim fingers slide deeper, and deeper still he reaches the last knuckle, feeling that tight, enveloping heat. aeons, but he can hardly wait to be deep inside - ]

Good boy.. [ he whispers, rewarding his patience with a gentle squeeze to his cock, thumb toying with the tip, teasing through the slit. ] So good for me.

[ it's an easy thing to curl his fingers just so, to search out that sweet spot inside his lover, finding that warm lump and applying a little pressure, just enough to make him arch, to give him a taste of what's to come. and all the while aphelios is doing a lovely job of keeping him nice and hard, though at this point, now that he's emerged and stiffened, now that he has phel spread over his lap and aching to be fucked, he's not in any danger of losing his erections, not until he's fucked his partner deep into the mattress, until he can't walk straight for the next several hours.

dan feng is a patient man, but he's beginning to feel the anticipation building, his abdomen tensing up tightly, his breath rushing in a hard exhale as he rocks his hips, pushing his lower cock through the circle of aphelios' deft fingers. ]

Ooh— [ that quiet murmur of good boy earns an immediate response: aphelios' cock throbs hard in dan feng's grip and a frission of pleasure runs through him head to toe, raising goosebumps on his skin. he grins a little sheepishly, his cheeks flushing dark. ] Careful.

[ careful or he'll find out a little more about aphelios than he bargained for, namely how very much he enjoys being praised in bed. it's not like phel is embarrassed about his praise kink, but not everyone likes to toy with that sort of thing so early on in a budding relationship(? or whatever they are).

it's easy to give himself over to the new sensation of those two fingers pushing deeper, rubbing up inside him in the most deliciously intimate of ways. it makes his breath hitch and his hips jolt slightly, his own cock rubbing lightly against dan feng's lower stomach and leaving a trail of sticky precum in its wake. after a moment, phel shifts again, adjusting so that when he rocks his hips forward, his own cock rubs up against dan feng's; he wraps his hand around both of them loosely, holding their lengths together so they can grind against each other.

it's as clear an indicator of anything how different their sizes are, like this. phel has what he considers a pretty average-sized cock, not huge but nothing to sneeze at either, and as he rocks his hips to rub it along the underside of dan feng's ridged length, it absolutely dwarfs his own. already aphelios can imagine what it's going to feel like inside him, wonders if he's going to be able to see the bulge of it in his belly when he sits all the way down on it. ]

[ okay yeah maybe playing around with kinks isn't the best idea for their first time, but it's difficult not to want to capitalize on it when aphelios reacts like that, with a throb through his cock and a shiver down his spine. does he understand how beautiful and enticing he looks like that? dan feng thinks that perhaps he does. anyone with eyes could see that aphelios is lovely to look at, and while he's been a little bit shy, overall aphelios has seemed relatively confident in himself. surely he knows what a pretty picture he paints above him, rocking his hips and stroking their cocks together.

speaking of which - that leaves him with a free hand now, which he uses to smooth up and down aphelios' thigh, palming and squeezing the supple flesh there, kneading it with his fingertips while his opposite fingers work in and out a little more quickly, feeling aphelios loosening up for him. but it's still not enough. dan feng's cocks are by no means small, two fingers simply won't do it, so he's soon sliding in a third as well, picking up the pace, a little less careful now as he fucks his pretty lover on his fingers.. though he won't be so rough as to hurt him.

if he wants to be hurt, well, like his praise kink, that's a conversation for another time!! ]

Are you ready for me?

[ he murmurs after several more long moments, once he feels that aphelios has loosened up as much as he'll be able to with fingers alone. dan feng's patience is slowly beginning to run thin, but he won't push too hard if aphelios isn't ready for him yet. still, he hisses through sharp teeth as he bucks his hips upward, pushing through aphelios' fingers, rubbing the ridged underside of his dick up against his, feeling the pulsing heat of him against his cock and around his fingers both. ]

[ aphelios is indeed relatively confident in himself, but he's rarely spared a thought for how he must look in bed. mostly this is because by the time he's in bed with someone, he's not thinking about himself, at least not beyond the pleasure being stoked in his body; he's usually focused almost entirely on his partner, on their responses and their sounds and their body. he'll leave the thoughts of how pretty aphelios is to dan feng. aphelios himself can't think around how pretty dan feng is.

the increased pace along with the additional finger is perfect, and it makes phel's back arch, his head tipping back slightly as he gasps. his hips rock down as if to take dan feng's fingers deeper, and while he clenches around them inside him, it's no longer a response of discomfort but rather one of pleasure, of wanting to feel more intensely.

it might have been a while since he did this, but aphelios' body clearly still remembers how it goes. he can feel himself loosening, relaxing around dan feng's fingers, until finally when dan feng asks if he's ready, aphelios feels that it's the truth to say, ] Yeah—

[ but he can't resist the temptation to grind one more time against dan feng's cock, feeling its ridged surface rub over the underside of his own cock. gods, that's going to feel so good inside him. phel reaches for the lube where dan feng had left it on the bed, then carefully slicks his own hand—dan feng doesn't entirely seem to need it, between the precum and his own natural lubrication, but for a first time aphelios thinks a little extra won't go amiss.

he doesn't hurry dan feng to remove his fingers from aphelios' body, just strokes over the thicker of his two cocks with a slick palm until he does so of his own accord. it's then that aphelios shifts to straddle dan feng's hips, lifting himself up to guide his cock between phel's thighs and then sitting back until he feels the head of it nudge up against his stretched hole.

a deep, calming breath, quiet and just a little unsteady with arousal, and then aphelios begins to sink down onto dan feng's cock. immediately, it's like nothing he's ever felt before—the angles of it, the ridges, even the shape of the head as it passes through his entrance and presses deeper inside of him. aphelios tries to bite his lip on a groan, but it's still audible, just muffled; his thighs tremble, and he drops his chin to his chest to look between his own thighs, watching dan feng's cock disappear into his body, a little further with every steady rock of his hips. ]

[ once he receives his answer, dan feng gently removes his fingers, sliding them free, and he's ready to reach for the bottle of lubricant again, but aphelios beats him to it.

aphelios beats him to everything, in fact, and before he knows it, his beautiful young paramour is straddling him, so eager to begin taking his cock that it makes dan feng blush. he might've foregone sex all these centuries for good reason, but it's certainly nice to remember what it's like to feel wanted, to feel needed. it's a bittersweet feeling after all this time, but dan feng won't let the ghosts of his past ruin this. he promptly banishes those thoughts.

which is easy enough to do, once aphelios begins sliding down onto his cock. he'd thought perhaps that phel might take the smaller one, but clearly he's feeling ambitious - it's incredibly difficult to keep still as he slowly, slowly lowers himself, that tight heat enough to make him gasp, his eyes flickering shut. ]

Phel -

[ he whispers softly, both hands clutching at aphelios' hips, squeezing tightly to ground himself; it feels like an eternity before his lover is finally fully seated in his lap, and even then, dan feng doesn't dare yet to move. he'll give him a little bit of time to grow accustomed to his size. dan feng's thumbs rub hard circles into the hollows of aphelios' hips, and he groans low and deep in his throat, his tail curling, thumping hard against the mattress, his chest rising and falling with every barely controlled breath. ]

Please..

[ he can't stand it anymore. after several long, agonizing moments, dan feng renews his grasp and rocks his hips upward, eager for movement, for that wonderful slick slide. ]

[ ambitious is a good word for it, a much kinder turn of phrase than out of his mind horny which is what aphelios is thinking as he slowly fucks himself down onto the thick length of dan feng's larger cock. only halfway inside and it's already driving him wild—driving dan feng wild, too, if the sound of that gasp is any indication, or the way dan feng's hands come to grip at his hips. he doesn't push aphelios, though, just lets him make his own way, his hips rocking in rhythm, taking a little bit more of dan feng's cock inside him each time.

aphelios isn't sure how long it takes for him to fit the whole thing inside himself. it feels like an eon, but it can't be longer than a few minutes. still, by the time he finally seats himself fully in dan feng's lap, he's panting and flushed, dizzy with pleasure and with the overwhelming sensation of fullness. gods, he's so full, he doesn't think he's ever been this full in his life—it sends little tremors through him, making him clench and flutter around dan feng's cock, breath hitching and cock twitching slightly where it's laying heavy against dan feng's pelvis. ]

Mmgh... [ phel tries to breathe, but he can't quite make his lungs expand all the way. it's like there's not enough room inside him for all of it, for everything. he shudders, his hands finding dan feng's wrists and his nails digging in slightly as dan feng's hips rock upward to meet him. ] Ah—shit—

[ with a pitched, unsteady moan, aphelios starts to move. his thighs flex as he lifts himself up and lowers himself down again, beginning to ride dan feng properly—slowly, at first, testing the sensation, and then a little bit faster when he realizes that despite the ache, the rub of that ridged cock inside him is fucking crazy.

it's all aphelios can do to control himself even a little, forcing himself not to give in to temptation to ride dan feng like he stole him. he clutches at dan feng's forearms and lifts himself up again, then drops down, a little more heavily than before. the answering surge of sensation inside him, pleasure and something deeper and more intense, makes him cry out as he looks down and, for the first time, notices that he can see the bulge of dan feng's cock moving in his lower belly. ]

Fuck, you're huge— [ one hand slips from dan feng's forearm to press against his own belly, firm against the shape of that cockhead as aphelios starts to pick up the pace, his hips moving more urgently, deeper with every thrust. aphelios tilts his head back and moans aloud, grateful that dan feng's apartment seems to have good soundproofing and few neighbors. ] Oh, gods, you feel so fucking good...

[ it does feel like an eon - by the time aphelios is seated and comfortable, dan feng is nearly delirious. it's been so, so long since he last felt anything like this - masturbation (which he partakes of very rarely as it is) could hardly compare to the incredible snug heat of aphelios' body all around him. he's seeing stars, fighting the urge to fuck him senseless; it's a good thing that aphelios is on top and able to take control of his own movements, were he not, dan feng isn't sure he'd be able to hold back.

and those wicked words spilling from his mouth - sweet aeons, he likes the sound of them, despite himself. dan feng is a proper gentleman, after all, dirty talk isn't something he's particularly good at (yet), but he finds he enjoys it very much. what a filthy little thing his sweet aphelios is - ]

Qin ai de - you're so tight..

[ he murmurs, and when aphelios finally begins to move, dan feng groans, tensing up, his eyes squeezed shut against the irresistible drag of his lover's tight hole around his cock. he pulses, spilling precum, his cock twitching in aphelios' hold. but he wants to look, wants to see the pleasure on his face, so dan feng's hazy eyes open again after a moment, watching as aphelios begins to ride him, his back arched, his pretty features all tight with pleasure.

he can't hold back anymore, not now that aphelios is well and ready. dan feng's hands skim up his sides, along his chest, both thumbs rubbing his soft pink nipples as his hips jerk upward, fucking into that impossible warmth. he's tempted to flip him, to pin his prey down against the mattress, but not yet, not yet.. first, he wants to watch aphelios fall apart like this, so full of his cock that it swells his belly.

one hand drops, gathering his upper cock and aphelios' both into his long fingers, pulling in deep strokes as a purr rolls in his chest. ]

Keep going..

[ by this point, aphelios is so far out of his head that he's not even really cognizant of what he's saying, not aware of how filthy he sounds. it just feels important to him that dan feng know how good he feels, how good dan feng is making him feel, even beyond the way his body responds to dan feng's touch and his cock buried inside. his own gaze is lidded and hazy as he lowers his eyes to meet dan feng's, his cheeks flushed with arousal, sweat beading at his temples just from the sensation alone.

he feels dan feng's hands lift from his hips, then feels the press of his thumbs against phel's nipples, already so sensitive and only growing moreso as they stiffen beneath the stimulation. the little jolts of pleasure from the touch make him twitch and whine, his back arching a little further as if to press his chest into dan feng's hands. ]

Fuck, that's perfect, [ aphelios mumbles, borderline incoherent as dan feng's cock strokes deep inside him, nudging him open around its flared head. he can practically feel his body shivering where it's stretched, his insides fluttering when spread around the girth of dan feng's cock. ] A-ah, please—

[ having his cock taken to hand like this, pressed against dan feng's upper cock and stroked firmly, is enough to make aphelios' brain short-circuit entirely. he can't think in straight lines, can't even really think at all—all he can do is moan, his thighs flexing as he starts to ride dan feng a little harder, letting gravity pull him down more fully onto his cock and rocking his hips forward into that tight, slick grip around his length.

were he more with it, aphelios might be embarrassed of how hungry he is for it, how demanding his body gets when he's like this—it's not even close to time for his kemmer and yet he feels like he's suffused with that same kind of heat, that same need to be taken deep and hard and intense. ]

[ for as good - as incredible - as aphelios feels squeezing his cock, he looks even better. dan feng cannot tear his eyes away.

he does not take lovers often or easily. in fact, he has not taken a single one since the quartet, for dan feng is not the sort of man who can easily enjoy casual sex. there must be an attraction first, and a connection - he wouldn't be doing this at all were it not for the burgeoning bond that is weaving between them. all of this to say that when he looks up at aphelios, he doesn't just see a pretty twink riding his cock, he sees someone he finds beautiful, someone he feels an affinity for, a growing affection, despite all of his initial resistance.

he's captivated, fully and completely ensnared. aphelios looks like a young god, dewy with sweat and glowing with heat, beautiful as he chases his own pleasure without shame and without concern. dan feng is at his mercy.

he can no longer hold himself back. sliding his hands back down aphelios' body, dan feng seizes his hips, thumbs pressing into the hollows, and the only signal of impending movement is the way that dan feng's abdomen tenses before he uses his considerable strength to flip them with all the ease of lifting a feather. he surges forward, pushing aphelios down into the mattress until his body is pinned, his head half hanging off the foot of the bed.

seized by passion and urged by the hunger snapping at his heels, dan feng fucks into him with renewed force and vigor, snapping his hips downward, his cock rocking deep, each ridge catching lightly on his lover's rim with every thrust. ]

Mine.. [ he murmurs, his tongue dragging in a long stripe up the length of aphelios' throat, before he's lifting himself onto his elbows to better watch the way his lover begins to fall apart beneath the ruthless rut of his hips. ] Beautiful..

[ the movement takes aphelios by surprise, earning a brief shocked noise as he feels himself upended from where he'd been riding dan feng's cock like it's his job. the hands at his hips are steady, though, and so he gives himself over to it, allowing dan feng to maneuver him however he wants as long as they aren't separated.

and they aren't. quite the opposite, in fact—dan feng stretches him out against the bed, his head hanging slightly off the edge of the mattress, and then starts to move with such intensity it makes aphelios cry out loudly as his whole body arches with sensation. every thrust of his cock is deep and perfect and intense, leaving aphelios lightheaded, unable to think around the strength of his pleasure. he can feel dan feng so deep inside him it's almost like he can taste it, his throat hot and honey-sweet with how noisy dan feng is making him.

yet still he wants more. phel's hands clamor to wrap around dan feng's waist, nails digging lightly into his ass as he uses his grip as leverage to pull dan feng in with every one of those long, perfect strokes. he's not going to last, aphelios knows that much, and if he's not going to last anyway then he wants dan feng to fuck him so good he feels dan feng inside him for the rest of the week. ]

Yours, [ he gasps, tilting his head to expose more of his throat to dan feng's questing tongue and lips. ] Yours, yours, I'm yours, all of me, please don't stop—don't stop—

[ it doesn't take long. one or two more deep thrusts and aphelios comes with a moan that's very nearly a scream, falling apart entirely as his orgasm slams into him like a tidal wave. he tightens around dan feng's perfect cock and shudders with helpless tremors that leave him quaking even as his cock twitches and he spills all over his own stomach and chest, his toes curling and hips jerking with shock after shock of pleasure. it is, by far, the most intense orgasm aphelios has ever had, and when it passes he's left completely insensate, panting and slumped over the edge of the bed, boneless except for the way his hips keep moving in an effort to coax dan feng to orgasm too. ]

[ it will hardly take much. not when aphelios is putting on such a beautiful show for him, arching like that, crying out with need, begging for more until he's babbling uselessly and grabbing at dan feng's hips and ass as if stopping will surely kill him. a sharp twinge of heat twists in his belly, and dan feng's breath rushes hard, his pupils wide and bright in the dimness of the room, glowing like a flash of neon in the dark. ]

That's it, good boy..

[ he whispers in a voice gone harsh, his hips snapping harder and harder as his lover unravels completely, taken by his orgasm with all the force of a hurricane at sea. dan feng can feel the way aphelios' perfect hole tightens up around him like a fist, and the sudden rush of heat as he comes between them, sticky and warm. he watches, enraptured, as aphelios jolts and writhes beneath him, lost in the intensity of his orgasm, until at last he falls slack and boneless, panting hard.

all it takes is a few more deep thrusts before dan feng is following him right over that edge.

a sharp gasp heralds his release, followed by a deep, rumbling groan, like the sound of the rolling tides as he spills deep into phel's body, and onto it as well, both filling him thoroughly while ropes of pearlescent cum spatter between them. between the two of them it's an absolute mess, and he can feel the way his cum drips from phel's tight hole, rolling down to stain his smooth sheets.

he doesn't care. with a rough grunt, he ruts his hips a few more times, chasing the last rolling aftershocks of his orgasm before dan feng finally folds like a house of cards, panting hard and dewy with sweat, his body dropping against phel's, face pressed into the side of his throat where he mouths languid, senseless kisses. ]

[ for all that dan feng himself tends to run cool, his release deep inside aphelios feels hot, a flush of warmth that floods phel's entire body as dan feng pumps him full of sweet, sticky cum. all over his stomach, too, so messy and so perfect that it makes aphelios shiver with quiet aftershocks as he brings his thighs up to clutch dan feng closer.

when dan feng collapses atop him, aphelios can't help the quiet moan that escapes. between the sensation of dan feng's cock and cum and the weight of his body atop phel, he feels stuffed full in the most pleasant possible way, utterly sated, a little stupid with residual orgasm. his hands move idly, aimlessly over the span of dan feng's broad back, tracing the lines of muscle and bone he can feel beneath the skin, fingers skimming over patches of scales and the raised shapes of scars.

it just feels so good. aphelios doesn't think he's ever felt this satisfied, bone-deep satiated, his hole still clenching faintly and tremors of pleasure zinging through him that make his toes curl and his fingers twitch. aphelios has had plenty of sex, but he's never, ever had sex like that. ]

Oh my god. [ is what he finally manages to breathe out, followed by a helpless, breathless laugh that gives away exactly how happy he is, how comfortable. ] That was... that... oh, wow. I can't feel my legs.

[ he can, barely. but he definitely can't move them. aphelios has been rendered utterly spent, all the sense fucked out of him by this gorgeous, perfect dragon on top of him. ]

[ the wine they'd imbibed had made this easier, more natural and fluid, but truth be told this was easy from the outset. this isn't their first date, and they'd known one another even before dan feng finally agreed to go out with him, so there's been plenty of time for attraction to build.

and build it has. dan feng is not quick to fall for people, and aphelios is certainly not the first to have tried to woo and bed him, but he is the first to have succeeded in several hundred years. all things considered, falling for him has been very easy. he's cute, and warm, he's funny and sharp witted.. what isn't there to like about aphelios? dan feng may have resisted for awhile, but now he knows that his efforts were always futile.

a rough chuckle rolls in his throat, and dan feng nuzzles his way to aphelios' jaw, kissing sweat-damp skin as he rocks his hips shallowly, pushing them both through their aftershocks, pleasure still rippling in waves down his body. ]

That's a good thing, yes?

[ he murmurs, then uses his strength to carefully roll them until they're on their sides, phel's leg hooked over his shoulder to keep dan feng's cock still snugly inside while he slowly softens. it also serves to give them the opportunity to more easily look at each other, for dan feng to smile as he looks into aphelios' flushed face, sweat clinging to his skin. he can't resist leaning in for another kiss, slow and soft. ]

I should thank you.. for wearing me down.

[ dan feng rocks his hips just a little, but it's still enough to make aphelios have to bite back a loud whimper, his whole body jolting with sensation. ] Fuck! Fuck, oh, shit—

[ each aftershock makes his thighs shake, renders phel a twitching mess of raw pleasure until they finally start to taper off. by the time dan feng rolls them onto their sides, his cock still snug inside aphelios' body, he feels a little bit more normal, no longer wracked with sparks of pleasure that leave him incoherent.

he is still, however, a little dazed as he gazes over at dan feng, his eyes tracing every line of his face as if trying to memorize it all over again. the kiss is warm and sweet when it comes, and it settles aphelios even further, makes him relax into dan feng's arms as his body finally comes down from its high. ]

I like you so much, [ aphelios murmurs back, his fingertips trailing gently down the lovely slope of dan feng's nose, over the soft shape of his mouth. when they met, aphelios thought dan feng looked so serious all the time—now that he looks closely, though, he can tell that's not the case at all. no, dan feng hides his warmth and softness in the corners of his mouth and eyes, hidden places, so they can only be seen by those who know what to look for. ] Thank you for giving me a chance.

[ for a good amount of his life, dan feng never put much stock in the idea of sex. it was, at best, crude and messy, but life and love had taught him that it could be beautiful, that seeing the person you care for in the throes of pleasure is an incredible thing.

and aphelios certainly looks beautiful right now. crass, perhaps, but dan feng likes that too, likes how aphelios sounds when he's enjoying himself, likes the flush on his face and the way his pink eyes look hazy. dan feng's expression softens, one corner of his mouth twitching upward. it's sweet, the way aphelios tracks his features with his fingers, tracing the strong line of his nose and the shape of his mouth. ]

I like you, too. A great deal.

[ he turns his head, pressing kisses to phel's warm palm, then to the tips of his delicate musician's fingers. his arm around aphelios shifts, so he can run his palm down his bare back, following the curve of his spine, rubbing slow circles there. ]

You make me feel warm.

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