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i want that can't sleep love

[ truth be told, dan feng is a little bit nervous.

they've been waiting to try this for quite a long time, after all, and with the kemmering finally approaching, well.. what better opportunity could there be? his mate's heat will stimulate dan feng's own rut, they'll both be at their most fertile, there's no reason not to at least give it a chance. no reason to be pessimistic, however low the chances might be. if they don't try, the chances will always be zero.

dan feng has made everything as comfortable for them as possible. their shared sprawling penthouse is clean, dinner is prepared, and anything they could possibly need or want is laid out. he's cleared out a space in their sunken common area, and lined it with thick blankets, pillows and cushions, like a nest, so they can be close to the kitchen and bathroom if necessary, and they can enjoy the view of the city together. there's even a bottle of white wine chilling in a silver bucket on a low table, beside two glasses.

he's dressed lightly, in simple hanfu, one pale green robe with a sash, his feet bare and his hair loose, all ornaments and jewelry removed and laid aside.

when aphelios arrives home, he will find dan feng sitting comfortably in the nest in the half lotus position, eyes closed as he meditates, eyes closed, and in his lap.. are several soft, beautiful, pearlescent eggs wrapped in silk, and kept close to absorb his warmth. he breathes deeply, calming and centering himself as he waits. ]

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[ so much for two more hours, aphelios thinks. he really did feel at the time like he could make it, but with dan feng whispering something like that in his ear, and with dan feng's hand firm and possessive on his ass, one thing aphelios knows for certain is that if they don't get out of here in five minutes or fewer aphelios is going to do something drastic. ]

Please, [ he mutters, his cheeks flushing and his cock twitching noticeably where he and dan feng are pressed together. ] Fuck, stop saying things like that or everyone is going to see me get hard.

[ and while aphelios doesn't necessarily mind people knowing how incredibly attracted he is to his boyfriend, this is technically a work party... and also his ex is here, and both of their bosses, so aphelios all in all feels like maybe walking through the room with a visible erection isn't the greatest of ideas.

with considerable enthusiasm, aphelios presses one last eager kiss to dan feng's mouth and then withdraws to lace their hands together. back toward the door they go, then—aphelios leading the charge, utterly without shame as he pulls dan feng through the party toward the exit. he offers cheerful smiles to everyone they pass, making their excuses ("no, the party's great, we're just a little tired! yeah, have so much fun for me! don't worry about us, i'm just a little overstimulated!") but making steady progress until finally they slip free of the doors and into the elevator down to the parking garage.

at which point aphelios does, in fact, haul dan feng in by his collar to press their mouths together again, kissing him with all the enthusiasm and eagerness that he'd had to hold back when there were so many eyes on them back at the party. ]

[ dan feng almost laughs at aphelios' trouble. ahh, it must be difficult to be so reactive.. dan feng himself is only so easily aroused when the moon is high and heavy, over a course of three to five days, give or take. the rest of the month is smooth sailing.

he has a point, however. they are attending a workplace function, it wouldn't do to be caught grinding like teenagers on the terrace, but dan feng has always gotten a bit of a thrill from some light exhibitionism.. so sue him!!

anyway, they make their way through the crowd, saying their goodbyes with as much honesty as they can muster, before gathering their belongings and slipping out of the door, and into the elevator. aphelios assaults him all but immediately, his kisses hot and needful, and dan feng hums, pushing against him, into him, pressing him back against the wall of the elevator with his body. ]

So impatient..

[ he whispers against that sweet mouth, before his own drags along aphelios' jawline, down his throat, up again, whispering. ]

.. now, how and where shall I please you? [ he murmurs, his tongue gliding along the shell of phel's ear. ] Here? In the car? Will you be able to wait until we make it to my bed?

[ the accusation makes aphelios laugh, mostly because it's true. patience has never really been his strong suit, delayed gratification a constant struggle. is it any wonder that he's so eager now, when his partner seems so inclined to indulge him rather than make him wait?

he arches his back a little so he can rub against dan feng's thigh, his hips moving in a sinuous wave as he grinds his hardening cock against the smooth shape of dan feng's muscle. it sends a pleasant jolt of heat through him, settling in his lower belly, and aphelios tips his head back against the wall of the elevator as it descends, goosebumps pricking on his skin as dan feng's tongue traces his ear. ]

Yes, [ he says. ] And maybe no. Your car windows are tinted, right?

[ his fingertips trip up dan feng's spine in a playful walking motion, and aphelios turns his head a little so he can press his own mouth just below dan feng's jaw as he murmurs, ]

I wonder how fast you'll get us home if I'm jerking off in the passenger seat.

[ those words.. ]

Shameless little brat.

[ but there is no bite in dan feng's words, only a thick, syrupy heat that is unmistakable in the purr of his deep, smooth voice. he can feel how hard aphelios is against his thigh, and it's enough to make dan feng's blood spark in his veins despite the fact that the moon is not yet waxing. even if he cannot achieve the arousal that aphelios might want, that does not mean that dan feng does not feel the need between them both, or that he is unaffected by his partner's desires.

he will make sure he is well pleased. ]

Such filthy words.. you should be punished for your insolence.

[ one hand grabs a handful of phel's ass, pulling his hips forward while his thigh presses higher, grinding against aphelios's burgeoning erection. he would have him right here if he could; forget waiting for the car. but the elevator is slowing as it reaches the parking garage. ]

You will make a mess of my fine leather seats before we even make it halfway there.

[ ever since the earliest days of their courtship aphelios has understood the way that dan feng's body does and doesn't respond, how dependent it is on the cycle of the moon. he doesn't want anything other than whatever it is dan feng is willing to give him, his attention, his affection, and more than enough pleasure to keep aphelios satisfied even when dan feng's cocks aren't involved. there's never been any expectation beyond that.

so even if dan feng isn't joining him in getting hard, the fact that aphelios can see heat in his gaze and hear it in his tone is more than reward enough. it makes phel laugh, a low, pleased sound in the back of his throat that dissolves into a moan as dan feng pulls him in more firmly. ]

I'll pay for detailing. [ his voice is breathless, teasing, and his arousal is no secret, hard cock pressed firmly to dan feng's thigh, very little hidden by the fabric of his trousers.

and because aphelios is, at his core, a shameless little brat indeed, he leans up to press the rest of his body to dan feng's as well, murmuring right into his ear, ] Take me home, baby... I don't want anyone but you to see me come.

[ is it transparently a ploy to evoke dan feng's draconic, possessive instincts? absolutely. but aphelios is relatively sure it's going to work regardless. ]

[ it's going to work. it always works. aphelios plants the seed in his mind of other eyes on them - on him - and it's enough to make dan feng's hackles rise in possessive need, his short claws digging into phel's ass. no, no one else. perhaps under the right circumstances.. but his kneejerk reaction is to hiss and wrap his lover in his coils, to keep him right where he needs him to be. with him, and no other. even the idea of another being privileged enough to see aphelios come apart repulses him.

so the moment the elevator halts, dan feng rakes his fangs along phel's pulse, then snags his wrist and pulls him through the doors the moment they slide open, very nearly bowling over a small group waiting to board. he doesn't look back. take me home, baby. those words echo in his mind.

and so he does. the ride home is relatively quick at least, though every moment feels like an aching struggle, dan feng's ferocious hunger and aphelios's desire both thickening the air, all but suffocating them, and of course aphelios can't help but tease him with low, lewd whispers along the way. it's enough to drive a man absolutely wild. dan feng is thankful for his private dock at the rooftop penthouse - it means that they don't need to suffer a long elevator ride again. instead, dan feng opens the glass doors that lead inside, and immediately pins aphelios to the wall behind.

he says nothing, at least not at first, busying his mouth instead with a crushing kiss as he begins to disrobe. aphelios is more scantily clad, so it's easy to begin with him, sliding both hands into the sides of phel's shorts and into his underclothing, pushing both down his hips until his cock springs free.

for an ancient, timeless creature, dan feng is impatient. ]

[ with a delighted laugh, phel lets himself be pulled out of the elevator, with only he most cursory of apologetic glances toward the group waiting in front of its doors. he can't think of much beyond dan feng, beyond the grip of desire aphelios feels for him, the delight of being reassured he knows exactly how to press his lover's buttons.

the ride home is indeed a short one, which means aphelios, despite his earlier promises, doesn't really get to jerk off. well, not much, anyway—he does lean his seat back a little so dan feng can see how his erection presses against the leather of his pants, and he does rub at himself through it, sending little jolts of pleasure through his nerves and making himself moan into the tense quiet of the car. but he doesn't take his cock out, just works himself up little by little, until by the time they're inside and aphelios is being pinned to the wall he's nearly out of his mind with want.

he moans into the kiss, arms coming up to wrap around dan feng's shoulders and slide his hands into dan feng's long hair. aphelios is no help at all to the process of removing his own clothes—he's too distracted by rubbing himself shamelessly against dan feng, pressing into his hands until he feels his pants loosen and dan feng's hands slip downward.

at which point he will promptly discover aphelios isn't wearing any underwear.

he pulls back from the kiss with a wicked grin and leans back against the wall, arching his back so that his lower body is offered forward to dan feng's perusal. there's a warm smugness that settles in aphelios' chest, the awareness that dan feng is at his mercy just as much as aphelios is at dan feng's. ]

[ the little harlot - ]

You - [ dan feng starts, his gaze flicking downward, then up to aphelios' face again. ] .. shameless.

[ and then he's surging forward again, hungry and eager, capturing phel's mouth in a hard, hot kiss, biting at his lips with unrelenting fangs, licking into his mouth as if he cannot get enough of him. after being teased all night by aphelios in this clothing, his patience has run thin, and thinking of all of those eyes on the one who belongs to him.. it's enough to drive him out of his mind. aphelios must know to whom he is promised. dan feng will make sure that he does not forget.

when he pulls back, aphelios arches, pushing his hips forward like an offering, and dan feng licks his reddened lips and drops to his knees without further preamble, dragging his warm mouth down the planes of phel's stomach and over his hip, fangs scraping its bony ridge. ]

Don't look away.

[ he commands, then slides his tongue along the underside of phel's cock, and effortlessly swallows him down. ]

[ obvious shock crosses aphelios' expression when dan feng drops to his knees—whatever he'd been expecting, it wasn't this. between the two of them it tends to be aphelios who's the cock-hungry one, and the prospect of having his cool, collected, stoic boyfriend on his knees with his mouth on aphelios' dick... well, is it any wonder that by the time dan feng tugs his pants down and pulls his cock out, aphelios is achingly hard and leaking at the tip? ]

As if I could, [ phel mutters back, his hands sliding into dan feng's hair.

the pleasure of dan feng's mouth is immediate and overwhelming. aphelios moans aloud, not bothering to stifle himself in the slightest, and despite the temptation to tip his head back against the wall and close his eyes to relish the sensation, he keeps his gaze fixed on dan feng where his mouth is moving over aphelios' length.

gods, what a sight. phel's breath comes in soft pants, sweat beginning to gather at his temples and the hollows of his collarbones. ]

Fuck, baby, [ aphelios breathes out. ] That's so good, you look so good like this...

[ aphelios' fingers in his hair feel lovely, and dan feng hums around the length of him to encourage more, his tongue arching along the underside as he dips his head further and further, until he's swallowed him right down to the root. no gagging, no hesitation. bracing his hands on aphelios' thighs, dan feng lifts his gaze and looks up the length of his lover's body until their eyes meet.

it's true that between the two of them, it's usually phel who's all too eager to get his hungry little mouth on dan feng's cocks, but dan feng is eager to offer him pleasure, to give him something new, and he has a few ideas as to how this night might go. but for now, this.

another soft hum of approval, and dan feng begins to bob his head, sucking around the length of him slowly and deliberately, one hand slipping between phel's thighs to cradle his balls, rubbing the pad of his thumb over them, squeezing with his long, cool fingers. drawing back to the tip of phel's cock, dan feng teases it with his tongue, then presses a kiss to the underside, his lips wet and pink. ]

Do you want to come in my mouth? [ he asks, his tongue flicking through the slit to catch a bead of precome. ] Or shall I take you to bed?

[ the combination of sensations is almost too much for aphelios to bear. between the heat of dan feng's mouth on his cock and his cool, elegant fingers slipping between his thighs to play with his balls, it doesn't take long at all for phel's panting to start ending on whimpers, his thighs trembling and his hips rocking in helpless little thrusts as he chases his pleasure. his fingers flex in dan feng's hair, tugging a little and then relaxing as he tries his very best to maintain his composure—with very little success, at that.

at some point his eyes had fallen half-lidded, but phel forces them open now, looking down at dan feng with the pink of his eyes nearly swallowed by pupil. this is undoubtedly a look dan feng knows: aphelios when he's so horny he can barely breathe around the magnitude of it, so full of desire he'd never be able to choose where to start.

so the fact that dan feng puts a choice in front of him is cruel as anything, and also unbelievably hot. ]

Fuck, [ phel gasps again, his stomach tensing on a hot jolt of arousal. ] I don't—I don't know, I can't think straight.

[ he presses the back of his head against the wall and tries to take a calming breath, slow and steady, only to gasp when dan feng's tongue flicks against the dripping slit of his cock. ]

I wanna come in your mouth, [ phel decides all at once. ] Take me to bed after, okay? Oh, fuck, I wanna come so bad...

[ dan feng chuckles, low and dark, and licks his lips. ]

Greedy..

[ asking for both. and clever, knowing that dan feng will give it to him.

so he sets back to work immediately without further commentary, nudging his head against phel's palms before parting his lips and swallowing his cock again, hungrier this time, groaning low around him as he lashes his tongue and bobs his head, his mouth warm and wet, yielding around aphelios' girth. his left hand continues to work his balls, while the right smooths upward, over his hip and abdomen, touching whatever skin he can find.

dan feng is beginning to understand just what aphelios sees in this, what he loves about it - there's pleasure in giving pleasure, and the sensation of a full mouth is satisfying. phel's flavor invades every corner of his mouth, the scent of him intoxicating, and dan feng knows that there is only more to come, that aphelios is so close that surely it nearly hurts.

so he does not let up, dan feng's eyes closing as he swallows around phel's cock, throat rippling, squeezing. ]

[ although it will be some time yet before aphelios fully comes to understand how thoroughly he has dan feng wrapped around his finger, moments like these are where he gets his first inkling. although dan feng accuses him—correctly!—of being greedy, that's the only protest he gets in response to his demand. as always, dan feng is impossibly indulgent with him.

and he gives aphelios exactly what he wants without hesitation. the heat of his mouth sinks back down over aphelios' cock and makes him moan again, a desperate keening noise as dan feng works him over. he's so close it almost hurts, a sweet, fizzing ache behind his breastbone. the muscles in his stomach ripple, his thighs shaking the more his head fills with white noise, the pleasant dizziness that always comes immediately before climax. ]

Don't stop don't stop, [ aphelios exhales under his breath, a steady stream of pleas as dan feng's tongue works sinuously along the underside of his length. ] Fuck just like that, please, oh fuck I'm coming—ah nngh—

[ with a groan, aphelios curls forward, arching over dan feng's bobbing head as he shudders into orgasm and spills into dan feng's mouth. something about it, about his poised, cool, collected boyfriend on his knees and swallowing aphelios' spend, is enough to make an already intense climax even more so—aphelios has to clutch dan feng's shoulders, his hair, anything to keep himself upright as his cock throbs and twitches into aftershocks.

finally he slumps back against the wall, panting hard, flushed all the way through his whole body and deeply, smugly satisfied. phel laughs breathlessly, almost giddy with how good he feels. ]

Oh, fuck, [ he manages, his breath stuttering around the words. ] Fuck, you're so good at that...

[ oh, aphelios is so beautiful to watch when he's in pleasure, shameless and gorgeous as he arches and grasps at dan feng's hair, the sound of his moans like sweet music. up and up he goes, and dan feng doesn't relent, doesn't stop until aphelios breathlessly announces his orgasm, his body lurching forward as he spills, coating dan feng's tongue and throat.

mmm, he hums, his throat working as he swallows him in mouthfuls, sticky and warm and salty - it's all absolutely filthy, but that only excites him further. it isn't until aphelios slumps back again that dan feng finally pulls back, phel's cock sliding from his mouth with a lewd sounding slurp. ]

I know.

[ he says, and chuckles, his voice roughened by his work, and dan feng climbs back to his feet, pressing warm kisses up aphelios' body along the way until he's standing and able to support his weight a little, both hands sliding over phel's ribs and sides. to bed, now. hooking his hands behind aphelios' thighs, dan feng hoists him up into his arms with surprising ease, carrying him further into the penthouse. ]

Let's get you out of these.. clothes.

[ they can barely be called clothes.. ]

[ it's a good thing dan feng is there to support him, because aphelios isn't sure he'd be able to stand up straight on his own. being picked up is even better, as it allows him to wrap his legs around dan feng's waist and slip his arms over dan feng's shoulders, holding him close and adoring as he's carted through the penthouse.

the derisive way that dan feng says the word clothes makes him laugh aloud, a breathless and affectionate sound followed by several happy kisses pressed to dan feng's throat and jaw. ]

Don't be mean, [ aphelios chides with a warm grin. ] You liked looking at these "clothes" when I put them on, if you recall.

[ maybe because he hadn't fully internalized how many other people would be seeing aphelios in them... but still! besides, objectively, aphelios does look hot in his costume, that much he knows. it's part of why they're even in this position right now, with dan feng determined to fuck him stupid. ]

[ aphelios knows the way, could easily walk himself to dan feng's bedroom, but he knows that aphelios likes to be carried, and that he likes carrying him too, so dan feng does not set him down again until they reach his sprawling bed. once there, he sets him down on the edge and leans in, seeking a kiss, then another, nipping at phel's lower lip, letting him get a little taste of his own flavor. ]

Yes, I like when they are for me.

[ he rumbles, then slips his fingers beneath that cropped top and pushes upward, until his thumbs are able to roll over phel's nipples, pressing lightly. ]

You look beautiful, and everyone else saw you look beautiful, too.

[ and that is something that he is ever at war with, for as much as a dragon loves to keep and hoard what is precious to them, so to does dan feng also enjoy showing it off, a little. he's always been snobbish, and while he does not necessarily flaunt what he has to a tasteless degree, he certainly enjoys knowing that people know aphelios is his, that dan feng has claimed him, and will continue to keep him.

dipping his head, dan feng peppers kisses down phel's throat and over his bare shoulder, thumbing over his nipples again. he's taking his time a little more, now that he's gotten an orgasm out of him. ]

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