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ᴅᴀɴ ғᴇɴɢ 丹枫 🌙 饮月君 ([personal profile] loong) wrote2024-04-04 11:04 pm

i want that can't sleep love

[ truth be told, dan feng is a little bit nervous.

they've been waiting to try this for quite a long time, after all, and with the kemmering finally approaching, well.. what better opportunity could there be? his mate's heat will stimulate dan feng's own rut, they'll both be at their most fertile, there's no reason not to at least give it a chance. no reason to be pessimistic, however low the chances might be. if they don't try, the chances will always be zero.

dan feng has made everything as comfortable for them as possible. their shared sprawling penthouse is clean, dinner is prepared, and anything they could possibly need or want is laid out. he's cleared out a space in their sunken common area, and lined it with thick blankets, pillows and cushions, like a nest, so they can be close to the kitchen and bathroom if necessary, and they can enjoy the view of the city together. there's even a bottle of white wine chilling in a silver bucket on a low table, beside two glasses.

he's dressed lightly, in simple hanfu, one pale green robe with a sash, his feet bare and his hair loose, all ornaments and jewelry removed and laid aside.

when aphelios arrives home, he will find dan feng sitting comfortably in the nest in the half lotus position, eyes closed as he meditates, eyes closed, and in his lap.. are several soft, beautiful, pearlescent eggs wrapped in silk, and kept close to absorb his warmth. he breathes deeply, calming and centering himself as he waits. ]


texting
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[personal profile] heartsteel 2024-04-12 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[ gods, it's such a powerful thing to be able to work dan feng up to the point of making him talk like this. the punch of arousal it sends through aphelios is so intense it makes him sob, and he has to still the fingers on his clit just in case he accidentally sends himself over the edge. it's almost comical, how quickly the power balance shifts—up until this moment it was aphelios riling dan feng up, teasing him like the little coquette he can often be. but the instant dan feng says those words, what a sweet little slut you are for me, it's like aphelios' lizard brain takes over and makes him want to submit fully. ]

Yes, [ he moans, shuddering, his cunt clenching and dripping down over his own fingers where they're buried in his ass. he feels half-insane, out of his mind with how badly he wants dan feng. ] Fuck, I do, I want that—let them watch... let them see me beg for you, let them see how greedy I am for your cocks—

[ the sound of the elevator doors and then the sound of keys hitting the table. fuck, aphelios is so relieved he could cry. he looks up from his phone to see dan feng come in from the foyer, and is immediately aware of the picture he makes, naked save for his robe and spread out on the armchair, his thighs spread and ankles hooked over the arms as he fucks his pussy with one hand and his ass with the other. a sweet little slut indeed, so helplessly horny that he can't keep his hands off himself even when his husband is only ten minutes away.

holding dan feng's gaze, aphelios slowly starts to move his hand again, as if challenging dan feng to come over here and make good on his promises. ]


I didn't come, [ he says, although the flush high in his cheeks and the obscene, wet noises of his fingers make it clear that he's not far off, either. as dan feng approaches, aphelios lets his gaze drag down his husband's body, all the way down to the bulge in his slacks where both of those delicious cocks are pressing against the fabric. yes, is all aphelios can think, dizzy with the thought of getting both of them inside him. ] Please, oh, gods—
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[personal profile] heartsteel 2024-04-12 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ aphelios' hungry gaze sweeps over dan feng's revealed skin, his pupils so dilated that the dark pink of his eyes is all but swallowed up. it's true that he finds dan feng unbelievably gorgeous, scars and all—not despite them but because of them, for what they represent about his husband's tenacity, his strong will, his determination.

even when dan feng fists his hand in phel's hair to pull his head back, he tries his best to keep his gaze roaming, watching the way dan feng undoes his slacks to free his cocks—fuck, the sight of them alone is enough to make aphelios' mouth water, and he swallows hard as he finally drags his gaze back up to meet dan feng's. he fucking loves when his husband gets like this, demanding, possessive, dominating—it's even more delicious for its rarity.

and because his husband is giving him such a precious gift, it's only right that aphelios do a damn good job of showing dan feng how badly phel wants him. ]


I've been thinking about you all day, [ phel whispers, his voice low and melodic and rich with arousal. his fingers slow, but don't stop, and his hips continue to move against them. as far as he's concerned, he's not going to stop until dan feng gives him something better to fill his holes with. ] At my desk this morning I daydreamed about sucking you off, about getting under your desk and blowing you until you came down my throat and all over my face. I almost came just thinking about it, in front of everyone... made me so wet I soaked through my pants.

[ he tilts his head to the side a bit, tugging against dan feng's grip just to feel it in his hair. the slight sting only serves to amp up his arousal, and he pants shamelessly, his clit throbbing and body shivering with want. ]

Need you so bad, baby... can't you hear how ready I am for you? [ even just the slightest movements of his fingers are obscene, erotic. after a second, aphelios withdraws his fingers and uses them, covered to the knuckle in slick, to spread his lips wide and let dan feng see how swollen and tender his clit is, and the way his pussy spasms and clenches around nothing. ] Look, look how greedy my cunt is—so empty, I need you to fill me up—put your tongue in me, put your fingers in me... put this beautiful dick in me, please, baby...

[ finally withdrawing his other hand from playing with his ass, phel reaches out instead to curl his fingers around the thinner, but still substantial, girth of dan feng's upper cock, stroking slowly from root to tip as he open his mouth and presses the tip of his tongue to his lower lip, feeling very much like the needy little whore he looks like. ]
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[personal profile] heartsteel 2024-04-12 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll film it so you can see—

[ in fact, aphelios wasn't exaggerating at all—he really did get himself all turned on thinking about dan feng, and he really did nearly bring himself to orgasm with his imagination alone. it probably won't be the last time, either—realistically, dan feng is likely to get exactly one such video sometime in the next couple of weeks. it only took a few weeks of pregnancy for aphelios to become unbelievably horny and unbelievably sensitive, after all—and while he's not sure it'll last throughout his whole term, he certainly doesn't see an end in sight right now.

not that he's thinking too much about it. aphelios isn't thinking too much about anything, in fact, other than the way dan feng tugs him and spreads him open, then rubs the ridges of his lower cock right over aphelios' cunt. it makes him moan aloud, his cunt and thighs both twitching with stimulation, and then, thank the goods, dan feng seems to take pity on him as he lines up both of his cocks and fucks into aphelios in one steady, deep thrust.

once again, aphelios is briefly, deliriously glad they don't have neighbors on either side of them, because the sensation of it makes him cry out in wild, desperate arousal. the position, with his legs spread and back curved, makes his belly put pressure on his pelvis; the increased tightness means that when dan feng's cocks stretch him open, filling him all the way up, it's an astonishing, overwhelming kind of pleasure that has aphelios all but sobbing. ]


Fuck me, please fuck me oh gods I need it—you feel so good, nngh, you're so big, I love it, I'm s-so full—

[ the insistent friction of the ridges on each cock against his sensitive, overheated walls makes aphelios squirm, all but writhing as dan feng's cocks push into him again and again. he can barely control his body, as overwhelmed as he is by the pleasure of it—it makes his legs shake and his toes curl, and he curses in a steady stream under his breath in between moans and gasps, a litany of pleas and filth falling from him. ]
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[personal profile] heartsteel 2024-04-13 10:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ with dan feng's arms hooked around his thighs as they are, aphelios has no chance of being able to close his thighs against the brutal, intense pace that his husband sets. he can only stay spread and helpless, writhing as those perfect cocks fill him again and again, stretching him, rubbing ridged and slick against his insides. like this, he feels like little more than a toy for dan feng to fuck, and he loves it, loves the sensation of being used for his husband's pleasure, of his tight holes being enough to bring dan feng to the edge.

it's more than enough to get aphelios there, too. by the time dan feng leans forward to catch and suck at his nipple, already sensitive and tender, aphelios is beyond the point of coherent speech; he's panting nonsense interspersed with whines and whimpers, gasps of dan feng's name, pleas, curses, noises that were maybe once words and now are little more than raw expressions of phel's pleasure. he can feel dan feng's tongue against his flesh and his tail around phel's ankle, can feel the rumble of dan feng's voice against his chest—and that's all it takes.

aphelios comes hard, his moan loud and pitched with need. his whole body seems to clamp down around dan feng's cocks, both cunt and ass pulsing and clenching with shockwaves of pleasure that run through him like electric currents, leaving him twitching and shaking uncontrollably with every deep, perfect thrust. he can feel his slick dripping down, soaking the robe underneath him, and his hands clutch at dan feng's shoulders as if to brace himself against the tide.

it never ends, either. as long as dan feng keeps fucking him, aphelios' orgasm drags out in wave after overwhelming wave, ebbing when dan feng pulls out and then surging again when he thrusts back in. it's dizzying and perfect and makes aphelios feel almost certain he's going to lose his mind, that he's going to spend forever trapped in this limbo of wonderful pleasure—it certainly wouldn't be the worst way to go. ]
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[personal profile] heartsteel 2024-04-15 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ their mouths meet in a hot, needy kiss, tongues lashing together as aphelios clutches at dan feng's shoulders. he can't stop himself whimpering into it, his voice pitched and breathless and all but sobbing with pleasure as dan feng keeps fucking him deep and steady and sure. especially intense are the moments when he pushes in deep and stills for a moment to let aphelios really feel the full length of both cocks stuffed inside him, to make him focus on the way his body is twitching and clenching, helpless and desperate.

fresh from the aftershocks of one orgasm, dan feng is already working him towards a second, the perfect stretch of his cocks rubbing inside aphelios in all the right ways. every time he thrusts in, his pubic bone rubs against phel's clit, and the ridges of his upper cock are perfectly angled to press against the sensitive spots inside phel's pussy; his grip on aphelios' thighs aches just right, and the sound of their mingled breathing and the scent of their sex has him dizzy with arousal, his legs twitching helplessly as dan feng keeps thrusting in and out of him.

his mind can barely process dan feng's question, but on some instinctive level he must know what his husband is asking. phel's head tosses restlessly, his hair sticking to the sweat at his temples and forehead, and he can't hold back a steady stream of begging, ]
Please don't stop, gods, nngh please—fuck me harder, I'm so full—oh gods I wanna come, I wanna come again, don't stop baby please oh fuck me I'm coming—

[ and with a ragged gasp, almost a sob of pleasure, aphelios does come again, his back arching and his whole body rippling with the intensity of it. both his cunt and his ass clench so tight it almost aches, and for a second he can't draw a breath, although whether that's the force of his orgasm or the pressure of his belly he couldn't say. when he is finally able to draw in some air, he immediately loses it in a raw, shivering moan, his nails digging in to dan feng's skin as he clings for dear life.

tugging his husband down, aphelios presses his mouth to dan feng's ear to whisper, breathless and still quivering with orgasm, ]
Come, A-Feng. Fill me up, I know you want to—you want to see me dripping from both holes and know you've claimed me, come on, baby, let me feel it, give it to me, please.
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[personal profile] heartsteel 2024-04-16 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ nearly delirious with pleasure and overwhelmed by stimulation, his whole body rocking with each of dan feng's deep, brutal thrusts, aphelios cries out when he feels dan feng shudder into orgasm and clings to him in turn, keeping him close, wrapping his arms around dan feng's shoulders to hold him as he empties himself into phel's hot, willing body. he feels absolutely full to bursting, stuffed to the brim with the combination of dan feng's thick cocks, the volume of his spend, and his own pregnancy. the sensation of it is enough to wring one last powerful aftershock from him, his cunt spasming around dan feng's length as a shudder runs down his spine.

as dan feng lowers him back to the chair, aphelios doesn't let go. he does let his legs drop a little, so he can brace his heels against the cushion, but otherwise he brings dan feng with him, letting him rest his weight against aphelios as they both come down from the heights of their pleasure. his heart is hammering in his chest, which heaves with his breathing as he tries his best to regulate himself—it's just hard, when dan feng has so thoroughly fucked his entire brains out. ]


Oh, gods, [ aphelios finally mumbles, his words slurring a little. his fingers pet absently down dan feng's back, coaxing and soothing, stroking over strong muscle and through the long dark lengths of his hair. ] Oh, fuck, that was so good.

[ he has no particular need to move, right now. in fact, aphelios could probably just stay here for the rest of eternity in perfect bliss, stuffed full of his husband's dick and lazy and sated on his cum. never beating the cockslut allegations, but then again it's not like he's trying. ]
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[personal profile] heartsteel 2024-04-16 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's honestly kind of a silly position for them to end up in, all things considered, but aphelios truly cannot be fucked to move and he doesn't think dan feng can either. at least, not until his cocks soften and retract, since neither of them are ever especially willing to be the one to suggest pulling out. in the meantime, phel lifts his head so he can meet dan feng for that lovely, tender kiss, a perfect contrast to how urgently they'd been kissing only moments before. ]

I love you too.

[ he cups dan feng's face in both hands and kisses him again, and again, and again, soft and sweet presses of their lips together. as always following the sex they have, aphelios feels deeply content, spoiled beyond belief, and perfectly, exquisitely beloved. how in the world did he get so lucky as to meet someone so perfectly suited to him?

however long it takes for dan feng to soften, that's how long aphelios is content to lay there. when he feels his husband finally slip free of his body, though, aphelios lets his head drop back against the cushion of the armchair, groaning softly as he stretches out his arms. when he lowers them, one of them slips down around his belly, between his thighs so he can run his fingers through the mess of slick and cum left behind. ]


I think I might need you to carry me back to the bath, babe.

[ phel laughs softly, gazing up at dan feng with total adoration in his eyes. ]
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[personal profile] heartsteel 2024-04-17 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, fuck—

[ aphelios jolts, his thighs quivering as dan feng's tongue presses against his cunt. he feels it drag wet and perfect along his folds and up to flick over his clit, still so powerfully sensitive that it makes his whole body jerk with pleasure and overstimulation. ]

Are you going to take responsibility for what happens if you do?

[ surely by now dan feng knows there's a nonzero possibility that him putting his tongue to work like this will lead to him eating aphelios out, which will in turn lead to aphelios demanding that dan feng make him come again. especially now, while aphelios is so sensitive and so easily turned on.

phel strokes his fingers back through dan feng's hair, his smile softening as he gazes down at where dan feng has his mouth pressed to the curve of aphelios' belly. he'd never really bothered to entertain insecurities about whether or not dan feng would still find him attractive when his stomach starts to grow—how could he, when dan feng treats him like this? ]
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[personal profile] heartsteel 2024-04-17 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ oh, this man is really going to be the end of aphelios. he doesn't seem to need even a second of thought, just holds phel's gaze as he brings his mouth back down to lavish sweet torture upon aphelios' sore, sensitive cunt. he's so thorough about it, too, his lips and tongue working slowly over the labia, then inward to dart his tongue inside and taste the mess he's made. phel moans, his fingers tightening and spasming in dan feng's hair as he works aphelios over slowly but thoroughly, leaving him a trembling, panting mess of raw sensation.

all of that before he even reaches phel's clit, too. as well-fucked as he is, his clit is still throbbing with pleasure, and when dan feng sucks it gently into his mouth to tease at the swollen head of it with the tip of his tongue, aphelios all but wails. his thighs spread wider and he presses his cunt hungrily up into dan feng's mouth, unable to stop himself from pursuing the pleasure coursing through his body. ]


Please, your fingers—haah yes just like that—

[ even without a prostate at present, the pressure of dan feng's fingers against his taint is still delicious, and when he trails his fingertips higher to tease over the wet opening of aphelios' cunt, it sends another jolt of pure pleasure through his body. he loves to come under dan feng's mouth, but loves it especially when dan feng puts his fingers inside him and gives him something to clench down on—especially after being fucked by such gorgeously thick cocks, aphelios really wants that sensation of fullness. ]
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[personal profile] heartsteel 2024-04-17 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the sensation of dan feng's fingers fucking deep into him, relentless against his g-spot, makes aphelios pant for air as his hips shift and press into the touch. he feels dizzy and overwhelmed, pleasure hooking its claws into him deep in his lower belly and climbing slowly up his spine. dan feng's fingers make wet, indecent sounds as they fuck him, and his tongue is hot and insistent against aphelios' clit, and phel all but sobs when dan feng hums and the vibrations rock through him. ]

Harder—harder, baby, fuck me just like that—

[ aphelios' thighs won't stop shaking with every deep, firm pass of dan feng's fingers over that sensitive place inside him, and he can feel his muscles tightening as pleasure climbs and climbs inside him. it's a slower build, this time—it fills aphelios' head with honey, focused entirely on the tightening sensation between his thighs, like pressure building inside him.

surely dan feng knows what he's doing—it isn't the first time he's brought aphelios to this kind of peak. but it seems like phel always forgets how intense it is until he's right there in it again, feeling his back arch and his toes curl, one hand dropping to clutch at the cushions as dan feng's mouth and fingers pushes him higher and higher. ]


Oh fuck I'm gonna come, [ phel whispers, desperate and breathless and shaky with arousal. his tongue feels clumsy, like he can barely manage the coherence it takes, and his body feels tight all over, the pressure inside him beginning to boil over. his nipples tighten, his cunt clenches hard— ] Don't stop—don't stop don't stop don't—fuck—fuck I'm coming, I'm coming—!

[ the pressure builds and builds and builds and then, all at once, releases in a heady, powerful rush. aphelios' breath catches in his throat as his orgasm hits him, and for a moment he can't even exhale, caught in the intensity of it as he comes around dan feng's fingers, hot, clear slick squirting from him in dizzying gushes that soak dan feng's hand and the robe beneath him. it's overwhelming, the pleasure, and when aphelios finally gets his voice back it's to moan loud and raw and filthy, his whole body starting to shudder with the intense, heady aftershocks of so powerful an orgasm. ]
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[personal profile] heartsteel 2024-04-18 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the insistent, unrelenting movements of dan feng's fingers keep aphelios coming for far longer than he knew he could, until he's utterly spent and completely sated. by the time that touch slips free of his body, phel is panting and shaking with overstimulation, slumped back exhausted and boneless against the cushions of the armchair. his legs are twitching helplessly, and every time he breathes too deeply his clit throbs and sends a jolt through him, making him moan weakly.

dan feng's arms around him are a relief, and he's happy to be scooped up into his husband's strong grip and carried away toward what phel can only assume is the bathroom, although he's far too out of it to pay attention to where they're going. all he can focus on is dan feng and his cool, familiar scent, his touch, his arm under phel's knees and around his back. ]


Ugh, gods. [ he groans softly and turns his face into dan feng's chest, then laughs, sounding unbelievably self-satisfied as he finally starts to come back online piece by piece. ] I can't believe you...

[ ...all right, well, to be fair it was aphelios who basically goaded dan feng into making him squirt like that by dirty-talking him over the phone, but still. he reaches up weakly to touch the place at dan feng's collar where he'd soaked the cloth with his slick and grins, then leans up to press a kiss to dan feng's jawline. ]

I love you so much. You'll take a bath with me, right? [ with not a single ounce of embarrassment, aphelios turns his very best puppy dog eyes up at dan feng. ] Please? Your babies miss you~

[ the two growing inside him, of course. but also him, he's baby as well. ]
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[personal profile] heartsteel 2024-04-20 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ he had like a seven year test run before he committed, can't complain now...

the answer makes phel grin, half smug and half just... unabashedly happy. he never doubts that dan feng loves him and would do anything for him, but there's something about hearing it said, or seeing it proven even in the tiniest ways, that really makes his heart fill with warmth.

he lets himself be plopped down on the counter and only clings for a second, tugging dan feng in for that brief, adoring kiss before he lets go so dan feng can remove his clothing. his feet prop against the front of the cupboards and he leans back against the mirror, giving himself a little bit of extra space, relief from the pressure of his growing belly.

idly, aphelios runs a hand over the shape of it, tracing its curve. still so new, to look down at himself and see evidence of the new lives that have quickened in his womb. he may joke about dan feng still loving him when he gets fat, but the truth is that aphelios looks down at himself and can't help but love the way his body is changing, the miracle it represents. ]


Alune texted me this morning. [ his gaze lifts from his belly up to watch his husband undress, and after a second aphelios wolf-whistles quietly, always eager in his appreciation of his husband's nude form even if he's far too exhausted to even think about getting horny again. ] I was thinking about asking her over for dinner next weekend, if you think you'll be home on Saturday night. I'll cook~
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[personal profile] heartsteel 2024-04-20 06:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ dan feng has indeed always been immensely supportive of aphelios in all areas of his life—adores his twin, has made efforts to get to know the other lunari elders, gets along well with yone and the heartsteel members. he's even polite to sett, whose name always prompts a slight twitch of dan feng's nose.

and while phel knows that dan feng's own familial connections are few and far between, and tenuous at best (if that), he hopes that one day, with time, he might grow to let himself be loved in return by the people who love aphelios—to find a family in them, alongside the family they're creating, the two of them and their growing babies. ]


I'll text her back later. Tomorrow. Remind me? [ aphelios doesn't really think his brain is going to be useful for much for the rest of the evening, except having dinner with dan feng and then spending the rest of the evening curled up next to him.

or in his lap, just like this. aphelios settles easily, leaning back into dan feng's warm embrace and relaxing as the water supports them both. when they'd moved in and dan feng had proposed his renovations to the bathroom, aphelios had sort of laughed at how opulent the room was going to be—now, though, now that he's seen how at ease dan feng is in the water and felt for himself how perfectly comfortable it is to be in the pool with him (because it really is more of a pool than a tub, by a long shot), he understands the appeal completely.

with a happy, content little noise, aphelios relaxes a little further into dan feng's arms and then reaches up to trace wet fingertips along the line of dan feng's jaw. ]


So, how was your day... [ he asks, grinning unabashedly. ]

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